Wake up, get up, leave the house. Walk in the hot sun, wait for the train. Go to work, sit in cube, pretend to work. Eat lunch, social cubes, go to back to work. Sit in cube, pretend to work. Leave work. Walk in the hot sun. Wait for the train. Masturbate…wait…go to sleep. Repeat.

Blank days roll on. Days spent by yourself surrounded by people. Days spent in superficial privacy. I want it; I don’t want it. Repeat.

Too needy Too shy not able not yet. Repeat.

You go to sleep at night thinking that it will be over in a while you just have to wait it out. Everything will be better when... Repeat.

Things are going good Things are going bad. Things changed Things haven’t changed. Different people Different places Repeat.

What would he think if I wrote this? What would she think if I said this? What would they think if I did this? A conscious of opinions. This song is great this girlfriend is the best. Man I hate this song; Ed I have to tell you something. Repeat.

Material visage Attention seeking Acting Normal Acting Strange being yourself wanting to be different Repeat.

Don’t you just hate the fact that you hate yourself? Isn't it just annoying?