About parents

About parents
Life breaks down; someone dies

Semi autobiographical
Swimming along in paranoid solution

Ed paradise -> Sal paradise
Dwight Goddard's A Buddhist Bible
“He tended to write constantly, carrying a notebook with him everywhere. Letters to friends and family members tended to be long and rambling, including great detail about his daily life and thoughts.”

First-though-best-thought.

Just talk talk talk and imagine. Don’t pay attention to the suckers, the people who don’t care the people who you don’t want to handle your attention. Spend your time you have got a handful share it spend it don’t fall down don’t let it roll the drain. Do what you want only. Sit in a warm room enjoy the warmth sit with friends enjoy the lads enjoy the cold enjoy the cold. You want to be nice but you can’t be too nice. People want you to be nice people don’t want you to be too nice. Surround your self with cool people distance yourself from boring people, but everyone is interesting everyone has an angle on life everyone has a story everyone has something you can learn. I feel like the borg; wear sun screen.